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It's my nature to take risks. Sometimes, just having something is close to having nothing. And I can't tell the difference. Having nothing can hurt, but having the wrong "something" will only make it worse.
But when you do find that rightful something,
Take the risks to gain it, or don't take it and lose that something.
These feelings are an immortal abstract, and such feelings are a form of power in its own right. My memory for you is impeccable.

There is no goodbye when it comes to me.
I'm falling forever, drowning in my sorrow for you, I've been counting for a little while now, but i wanted to start showing that for the hell of it. Its been several years of feeling the same. It feels terrible, but it feels great. Ah, I love the intensity,
grand and enlightening.

February 2017: I still remember, and in some exact moments as well. I always will remember.
March 2017: I will always care.
April 2017: Jealous for your existence.
May 2017: Same as March.
June 2017: The months does not change a thing.
July 2017: I intend to keep what I've said engraved.

October: As I've said, it isn't necessary for me to write this, just refer to June 2017.


The more I fixate on it, the more it hurts. And harshly so. But, that does not matter... It has to be you, my greatest friend.

October 2017: What do you think i am here for?