ty you all for your comments <3 >_> seriously made me feel good ^-^ <3
I had a good b day for it is my last one as a teenager, sadly.
BUT this means now I am older but not wiser o.- Im sleepy...
ITS CHRISTMAS or almost but hey these things happen only once a year, so far I seen my mom is and granny hope to see more but yeah, so far christmas is great but lacks cookies... or good food atm and that warm feeling seems christmas is all fighting and stress anymore.
As for the love part atm im loveless not the anime but the feeling, that cold feeling you feel like you want to be loved but no one is willing to? yah the bf thing failed he was a creep... always following me and first lunch togeather dribbled all over himself and wiped it off with his elbows wtf?
Joy, I might get a kitten in the summer yeah!
So my friend Jenny decided out of no where to set me up on a blind date, all I know is his names Josh and he has good grades and im told hes cute >_> so... I decided to go with it... Problem is I dont think im to pretty... or very smart "compaired to him" BUT I may have a bf out of this so =D Ill try hehe
A thought, Why do you watch so much tv on your computer? My dad asked me this because he wants me to be more family wise... I told him because the storys make me fall in love with the people and I get to know them and their lives and it makes me swell with happieness, and then the sadness of me unable to see into their lives makes me search for a new story o.o "thus im a addict"
A dream, well I had a nice dream =) I dont recall what it was though... it just felt warm and soft... and I felt protected, A hint of things to come? WHO KNOWS! I GOT MOVIES TO WATCH AND PUMPKIN SISSORS! WHICH ISNT THAT BAD~!
1k hits!
130 friends!
over 180 hours spent on anime >_>
No liffe much? WHO CARES =D
I had a dream last night that made me cry, throw up, and confused....
It started as me finding a injured dog with a scar on its eye.
I nursed the dog back to heath because it was going to die.
but then the dog, some how turned to a cat...
and the cat disapeared...
and then it started to swallow up things.... cars people homes my town was disapearing...
to save us I took a sword I found and slashed the now morbid obease monster that resembled nothinbg of a cat or dog but that of a flesh golem of some sort sucking things into its glutten belly.
I slashed it in the eye returning it to the dog I found...
so I cut that dogs head off....
and being satisifed we were all safe I left it for dead...
and I turned around and it was in the form of a cat....
I sliced it up over and over and it keep coming back to life...
TILL I grabbed the thing.... impaled it with a cross...
and then I droped it into a concrete block bing formed
and I droped the bastard into the sea...
why am I upset not only freaked out?
I LOVE ANIMALS D= -cries- me of all ppl in that scenario I couldnt do it....
but yeah My dreams are always scary....