i hope everyone had a good holiday!

 ya! i finally finshed my fanfic. "handcuffed"!                
 its like 17 chapersts long -_-'

eeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhh

i cant wait for vaction!!!

anyways! i just wanted to give a random shout out to randomness and all the kool ppl on here. i have made some awsome friends and ya.....

thats all!!!

soo ill leave you with this

ART IS A BANG! 

man i cant wait for vaction!

im gonns be going to new york! im gonna get to see my wicked kewl bfff's who are more like my sisters. eehhh i cant wait to see amanda-sama and throw a new years party. when i see addie-chan were gonna set this bitchy lady's tree on fire. when i see megan-san were gonna thorw a party in the V.I.P room at the collage, and when i see victoira-senpai...she's gonna punch for asking where her bofried keven is XD

god i miss my insane, violent, fangirl, airheaded bff's.......winter break is gonna be fun X3 

What is this??

When im near them, my heart beats fast, I feel like I cant breath. I get all nervouis and start to blush a lot. I tead to say the wrong thing and embariss meself. Its kinda fun, ill later about, but in the moment when there near me, I cant think starit. Is this….strong feeling? Or can it be fear? For when im near them I feel vunrable and weak. I feel intimidated and junpy. Is it love? Or is it fear? I cant tell….this sucks. I want to know….i really wan to know…that way I know whether to get closer…or to stay away. And yet….the thought of getting closer makes me soo happy, and warm. But the thought of staying away feels me with relief and calmnish. What is this? It hurts not knowing….slwy..it kills me…..that is why I put up a tough front aroung them…so they never know…..why cant I just be me? Why cant i……this really sucks. I need some gudince. I need some confert. But in that area…its no mystry. I just go to these people who are feel so safe around I know I can trust them people call them friends. Ill call them my sisters for life. No matter what they will help me…..even with these killer thoughts….i hope…

hi everyone!

my name is desi-chan! im new to this whole animelist thing, but im happy to say, the friends ive made on here are so cool! i hope anyone else who is new on here can make some cool friends like i did.

first off! i must say i love naruto. im a HUGE deidara/sasori/kakashi fan.....and YES im a yaoi fan. i know some ppl thinks its weird but for some reason i love it.....

oh shit! at school and my teachers coimg! g2g! ^^