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Anime Relations: Resort Boin

I could post this topic onto my original account, but then again it is pretty damn personal. Not that I'm shy about sharing it since I'm naturally an honest person and innocently blunt. (I just told my family about it with full details so. I'm gonna write the same thing I told my family to you guys too.)
Though I think its safer to post it with this account, you'll see why.

I guess its kinda stupid to post something like this on MAL but why not? It doesn't hurt or anything, plus theres nothing bad about posting it.

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so... I'm male, 18 years old, a virgin and never had a girlfriend yet. I know I'm straight btw. ...and tonight has been the first time ever I've been to a strip club (w/ 2 of my friends on one of their birthday party).

... What I expected was... I don't know but I thought I was gonna be rock hard and excited from the start while getting inside the building or at least while looking at the strippers. And on a lap dance I thought I was gonna be super rock hard excited.

But...
We got there at like 9:50pm. I payed the entrance $3, the big black bouncer (just like in the movies) leaded us to the table, I asked him if I could film and he said no-ho-ho-ho-ho while kinda chuckling. We sat down, I took a pepsi (I don't drink) and kept it the whole night.

My friend Brian, the birthday boy got the first lap dance around 10:30pm when I was in the bathroom taking a piss. My friend Brandon told me that Brian called the blonde when she was walking near our table.

Sitting down on the table I looked at the girls a lot obviously, saying how I felt and giving my opinion to my friends sometimes laughing, my heart beating most of the time.
Though the first dance I saw and a girl showed her naked breasts ... I felt "cool! but, meh" ... I didn't get a boner. (Its probably because I watched too much porn so I'm used to seeing girls naked?) but plus... the loud music... and its pretty dark with flashy light, so I guess maybe it sucked how I couldn't see them super clearly. Though I loved looking at their asses, but I still didn't get a boner?

I looked around me and there were a lot of strippers sitting with the older guys, even some white haired dudes, and it pissed me off because I wondered why they weren't sitting with us. My friend Brandon and my Dad says is because they know that they have more money than young guys? Though our table was full with the 3 of us taking all 3 seats so. But man those older guys most of the time had two strippers in their seats, pissed me off. We never had a stripper in our seat...

I went to the bathroom again but this time to take a shit because I think my body was a little constipated, so I took a shit. Also because I was kinda scared if I would of farted in the lap dance, lol.

When I came back the waitress was sitting in my seat, Brian drinking 1 shot of tequila. She asked me if I wanted I said no. So i guess I was kinda right that they didn't come to us because our seats were full. Well they actually do that to every table when they're full.

Anyways, while looking at the dances I was judging which girls I wanted to have a lap dance with. I already had my best choices, the #1 I wanted was wearing pink, Brandon wanted her too.
My friend Brandon said he was going to the bathroom so we went together to talk a little with a little less noise.
Out of nowhere my cellphone was ringing and I thought it was my dad but it was actually Brian saying that he has the girl wearing pink sitting with him and that he told her we want to have a lap dance with her.

It pissed us off because before he did that, I was fighting trying to go to the bar and approach one of the strippers and ask for a lap dance though I kinda didn't want to steal the strippers because they were talking with guys and I didn't want to be rude like a pussy and steal her away from them. ... I'm too nice.

Before he had the pink girl in his table, me and Brandon with Brian were talking how we wanted to ask but didn't know how to approach and were pussy about it. Brian was bragging how its just pussy and that we should just go, also saying that he'll ask for us. I was saying no because I have my pride as a man to do it myself, and instead of calling a girl over I'd rather approach them myself standing. I stood up twice but was too pussy to approach them... We were telling him "yeah but the blonde was passing beside our table, so it was easy for you. ours are staying in the bar and never approach our table".

We went back to our tables and then Brandon was getting the lap dance with the pink girl. I wanted her too then try another one.
I was actually about to get my lap dance with her too because Brian planned that she dances with both of us each (me and Brandon).
Then fucking Brian calls out a girl in blue that I was looking at and saying I wanted her, the one I got up trying to ask but too pussy to approach. So the pink was waiting for me but I went with the blue instead. Oh well, maybe I would of liked the pink better. She was my #1 favorite so.

SO! Thing was kinda cool is that she was taller than me. I'm like 5 foot 10 and she was like 6 foot 1.
When I was walking behind her ... I wasn't nervous but I was nervous. I wasn't nervous while walking behind her, no boner wtf. I thought I was gonna be excited but it did also suck because Brian ruined it for me a little calling her for me... dumbass.
So, I wasn't nervous but my throat and lips were getting super super dry. And my heart was beating hard a little.

We got in the VIP, $15, ... plus a $5 for idk what, the bouncer? Or tip I guess. Music was too loud.
It was a little awkward... we were waiting for the next music to start which I didn't know, she told me to lay my glasses on the table which I misunderstood as "sit on the table its gonna be easier that way", so yeah we laughed but I felt awkward about it. I felt silly misunderstanding.

I said I was nervous, though I didn't need to say that. I also said it was my first time. She said its okay, blabla all that. My throat was just dry but I felt okay and ready for it. I didn't like how too loud it was so we couldn't talk too well. I didn't need to yell but still. And its dark so it feels... I don't like it being dark with disco lights, idk why.
Sometimes I said little comments like "I love this", or "they're pretty" (her breasts) and in the end I said that she was really charming. She kept saying thanks and then she said a joke that I didn't understand, something about "I'm not 46 you know" from my "your charming" comment in the end. I laughed it off saying I didn't know what to say.

When we got in I asked if I could pull down my pants to feel it more lol, she said no that its too risky kinda, or too much I guess. Oh well... I was wondering.
We were sitting down, no boner though I was calm but inside excited about it.
__ When she was about to start, still no boner...
She stared on her knees facing me, she grinned laying her hands on my legs up my waist. She lifted her body pressing against me. Putting her face against mine a little sometimes. Then she got on top of me. I started putting my hands on her ass, I forgot to squeeze a little harder though to get a better feel. I was feeling her waist, her ass and back. Then she stripped and put her tits on my face. I started to squeeze her boobs then I licked her nipple and sucked on it a couple of times. What I loved the most though was when she rubbed her body/tits/stomach on my dick, especially when she turned around with her ass facing me, sitting on me and rubbing a little hard. I loved that part because I got a boner! Though it was around 70% hard, if she rubbed harder and longer it would of gone rock hard. (wtf I'm getting a boner while writing this).

I always fantasized about a girl being on the offensive on me with foreplay, in my imagination I always loved it. I asked her if she could kiss my neck and maybe lick it. She said yeah but not the licking, thats too much. She did it really gently, I closed my eyes trying to enjoy it but... It wasn't exciting, when its something I always fantasized about having it done to me. I don't know why though... I probably would of liked better a little rough, like licking and kissing a little hard, then sucking/french kissing my neck pretty hard while caressing my body.

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so yeah thats it. Don't get me wrong, they're beautiful girls. Mine was beautiful too. And for experience it was a great experience because of the fact that it was my first time having a lap dance and going to a strip club.
But... I guess I was disappointed because I hoped way too much for it. I guess I wanted to be excited throughout the whole thing and have a rock hard boner and leave all happy satisfied with the lap dance and still have a boner from it.

... But, that didn't happen.

I probably didn't like the fact (and the feeling that I had) that ... its a stripper, its their job, they do it all the time, its natural to them, they're in another league and... its fake.
Maybe its because... in my heart I want real love? To have and give foreplay/sex/etc. to someone you love.... and not a stranger? I don't know...

But then again... I was disappointed. I thought feeling a girl's body would get me instantly excited, maybe its because she's a stranger and I'd get the feeling more with someone I love? And, licking and sucking her nipples was awesome to do as an action but... I didn't get a boner from it. Maybe I was too nervous? Or its not exciting with a stranger? Touching her boobs and ass, is just like touching any skin. I loved doing it I guess but... maybe I watch too much hentai and read too much doujinshi that it made me hope too much that it was going to be super soft like a marshmallow and sucking her tits was gonna make her moan, obviously not I knew that. But then again her boobs weren't big either but I still liked them.

For the boner thing. Its probably because, my dick is too strong in a sense. I've watched/masturbated to porn, sex games, hentai & doujinshi since 11 years old so, and I remember that after like 15 years old I noticed that my dick was less sensible in getting a boner because when I was small I got boners just from thinking something naughty or looking a sex scenes on a movie. But after 15 because my dick became less sensible its rare for it to get rock hard from small things.
But maybe my body was too nervous... or I simply didn't enjoy it that much because it wasn't intense enough.

The best thing would be being both naked and she rubs hard on my dick while foreplaying me a little hard but passionately. Like french kissing and rubbing her pussy on my dick, then rubbing hard and shaking her ass on my dick.

... I'm already thinking I don't really want/need to go another time to a strip club because I already got the experience. Its not intense enough for me. And watching girls naked and strip is awesome but isn't exciting in pleasure...
I thought next step soon would be to fuck a host or go to a whore house, but its gonna be the same feeling.
I'm gonna love having my dick inside a pussy for the first time and fucking her but... I'll feel uncomfortable because she's a stranger and... its "fake".

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So, what do you guys think? I really don't know what to think about how I feel and my first time going to a strip club.
Obviously I know I'm not gay whatsoever.

But, is it kinda normal for a first time?
Share your opinions and experiences. Girl's experiences are also welcome because its the same situation.

Anime Relations: Naruto, Naruto: Shippuuden

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Tsunade
Birthdate: August 2

Gender: Female

Age:
Part I: 51
Part II: 54

Height: 163.1 cm

Weight: 48.9 kg

Bust: 106 cm

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