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Two people lying on the grass looking at the stars...

What if she hadn't taken that decision? What would have happened had she chosen another path?

⌠Look at that star! Isn't it pretty?⌡
⌠Yes! Let's make it our star!⌡

What if he had noticed sooner? What would have happened had his eyes been clear?

⌠I love you, you know.⌡
⌠I know. I love you too, you know.⌡

What if they had tried more? What would have happened had they been honest?

⌠I think we need some time apart.⌡
⌠O-ok, if you really think so.⌡

What if the sky could give answers? What would have happened had a miracle occured?

⌠I miss you...⌡

Alas, the sky cannot answer but a lonely star fell as if the sky itself was crying as a reply...

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OKKKK ~ Well my friend liked it either way even though she didn't actually get what RLY happened . She thought they just broke up . Well thing is , she died and the star that fell was the star they made their own . When she died she became that star and that was her way of saying she misses himfor the last time cause when a star falls , it dies and she disappeared forever . If you read it again , it does make sense but I'm not good enough to express that through the story alone >_< Either way , hope you liked C:

Anime Relations: Yosuga no Sora: In Solitude, Where We Are Least Alone.

Usually I'm not one to make blog entries about anime and too lazy to review them but I just wanted to rant about this one first episode .

I had the series on my mind for about 2-3 weeks before it came out cause it seemed a dramatic/romantic story like the "True Tears" and "Myself/Yourself" type so I was excited to watch the first epi . It started off really just as I expected it too . The twins were going back to the village since their parents died and you see how Sora , the girl , feels really down and you sympathize with her even though she acts really spoiled . And then there is Haru , the boy , who takes care of Sora and you sympathize with him thinking he protects his sister and wants her to feel nice . The story continues to run pretty normal (except imo that the almost every girl bluched when they saw Haru which was expected I guess but kinda rushed ?) until Sora has that flashback from their childhood and even though it starts pretty innocent , the kiss in the end is exactly the opposite of innocent (which explained why Sora blushed every now and then when Haru wasn't looking)

So , you start thinking that incest is a big part of the anime and think it can turn out nice if it's dealt with the right way . Story continues to run normal when Haru comes back from school and fantasizes that he consoles Sora by kissing her (and that scene was pretty ew with her tongue out) and you just think it can still work out .

And so night comes and the twins sleep and a thunderstorm wakes up Haru to see Sora a couple feet away from him undressing and actually begging him to do it because she wants to come which automatically means they have already done it before and it doesn't seem to be a thing from the past but it was around the present and maybe JUST maybe ... this anime is heading towards the wrong direction . And thus this episode ends but just for the twins .

After the first ending , you see the maid desperately wanting a boyfriend since there aren't many boys where her mistress lives and of course she's fangirling over Haru when she sees him . Then you see some of her life and then you see her masturbating ... yes masturbating . And thus the whole episode ends .

So by the end of the first episode , you have no more hope this could turn like a "Myself/Yourself" anime because it simply is in the hentai boundaries . So , is it only me that I was totally surprised by this episode ? And kinda shocked ? Cause really , the description doesn't hint any of that stuff and the genre is romance .... Really ? Romance ? I'd think there were better genres for anime like that and they should better use them than make people totally misunderstand what is it about . I decided to deal with this way too intimate relationship of those 2 (and I mean the intimate scenes cause I rly doubt this epi will be the last of them kissing and doing who-knows-what) hoping there would be no actual sex scenes but then you go and see the maid naked (and I even decided to let that go thinking that the anime wasn't a prude one) and then start masturbating ? Kinda makes you lose hope at what the rest of the epis are gonna show . I'll try watching it till the end cause 1st , I don't like dropping anime and 2nd , cause I really really hope it'll go deeper in the story and will reduce this fanservice ...

Well that's it I guess , I will rant more to my friend when she wakes up .

I bought Kingdom Hearts yesterday cause I read the manga a week ago and found it really great . Well with a bit of help from internet and my enthusiasm I managed to get to Traverse city xD
But from then on everything went bad xD Got lost and and attacked and I was running around like crazy to find a way to safety . I got into the heartless adventure by chance and beaten by the first harder ones xD
Finally found my way to Donald and Goofy only to find that Guard Armor guy to whom I can get even knock off one part of his ~
Internet says to not try my luck if I'm not lvl 9 . Then it's understable why I lost as I was 5 xD Got to 6 later but stats remained the same ;_; Is that actually lvl up ? ~
And now I'm killing any heartless in my way for practise but I have to get back to the first district to fill up my hp without pots ~

I still love that game but I wonder how much time it'll take me to win that bastard ><

And noone from real life is willing to help cause we have exams and probably they don't nkow even the game . So at least one month ><

But isn't KH great ? =D

Today I fainted for the first time in my life ~~ I was brushing my teeth when I suddenly felt sick (and I cursed that because I had a test to take) and decided to get over the brushing and go to lie down . But before I did that , my head started buzzing more and more and I lost sight except from what was in front of me . My brush was thrown in the sink by accident and I didn't even question myself why I couldn't see everything .
Then , I put my hand on the knob to open the door but before that I fell . I don't even remember how , just the sound of hitting something (baa~ng) . My mom was yelling and I woke up and I saw that dad was up too . She said I hit my head on the washing machine and that I passed out for half a minute or so which I thought was a lie because I believed that I woke up right after I fell . Guess I was wrong because my head wasn't hearting at all so some time must have passed ... >.<
I didn't go to school at first because I was dizzy but at the end I had to go because of that damned test ... which was suprisingly easy ... =)
Well , my mom was really worried like I was about to pass out again in any minute xD But ok , she calmed now a bit ... but I was lectured so much ... I guess staying up at night to study wasn't good for myself ... >.>~
Though I was laughing all te time xD I always wanted to see how it is to faint ~ Small I thought that when I'd see a celebrity I would but that didn't happen ... Well , it was an experience ^o^

I was so happy that my brohter would leave from the house and he would go to study again ! Don't take me wrong but whenever he was here I touched the comp only at night and if I was lucky some afternoons too and I won't start that I had kinda left my room for him . And I was used to be alone and either way he'll come back in 3 weeks . But when I was thinking that I didn't have to rush and that'll I have all the comp to myself before school starts, one day before he leaves it broke down . My brother was laughing because he was to blame so he got it to a technician to fix it but he said that the motherboard was destroyed and until they find a same one 3 weeks will pass so I get no comp . 3 weeks with no anime T_T

I was sad and angry with him because he continued to laugh . But then after I learned that the guarantee would expire in less than a month (then we would have to pay) and if it broke down after he had left noone would fix it because he's the one who knows the most stuff about comps (that's what he's studying) , I started doubting if it was that bad after all .

So , should I consider it good luck or a bad one ?

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