DialdoDirector's Blog

I don't about everyone else but I was seriously clueless about my future until recently.
I've finally decided to be a primary school teacher, but before that I was gonna be a psychologist, chef, IT specialist in the army, engineer, the list is endless.
Throughout my life my career choice has changed and I think the reason behind it is because everyone has a parent that has some kinda cool job that they want to head towards and then they branch away from that into their own choice, but my parents have been separated since I was 2 and one is a bus driver and another is a sales assistant at ASDA. I dont bout u but if you ask me that aint alot to look forward to =P

Can anyone define life? Nobody knows the meaning of life so does that mean nobody knows the meaning of death?
If we answered these questions would we be better off? Everyone is always looking for an answer, no one stops and stares at what's around them and appreciate it.
I believe that there are as many meanings to that question as there are people on this planet, my meaning would be that life is life and we are granted this gift to enjoy interraction, love, joy and pure happiness, and because this is my meaning, it makes me feel sad.
I hope everyone finds there meaning and also a way to enjoy it xD
If your wondering why I wrote, well, I dont know why, it could be that I was feeling rather emotional at the time and decided to relieve it on here
anyway, please comment and tell me if you think I'm being soppy or just plain dumb, but if you agree with me then good for you xD

I don't whether I am the only one who feels this way...perhaps not...anyway I'm just so sick of people expecting such high things from me when all I want to do is have a simple life with a simple job that pays a decent amount of money, is it that hard to just have what I want to have!!!!
Another thing I don't like is the guilt of not doing what other people want you to do, I mean whats up with that!?! You do something your way instead of someone elses and you feel dead guilty for it....sheesh!
Because of this guilt it has made me so lazy and tired all the time, I don't seem to have the willpower to do anything anymore and it is really going to show on my AS level results so world be prepared...Jonny is gonna fail...ooooohhh yeah!!!
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Well... here i am at college, doing nothing but writing this blog and talkin to my mate.
Still its not a bad life, at least im not no god forsaken emo who cuts himself because he got dumped LOSER!!!
Anywho, about to start English soon and I really cant be arsed to. I hope i get a stroke of luck soon and something good happens.
I know this sounds strange but i really want a bad thing to happen to our city, i dont why, i guess i just think it would make people be more united (and hopefully kill off some chavs..aka martin),
anyway thats about it for now, will probs post another one soon, maybe bit longer too
if you want to comment on it then do im not bothered
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