06-21-12, 10:27 PM
Feeling nostalgic
Anime Relations: Hiiro no Kakera
I don't know just all of a sudden I am feeling so.......happy because I am looking forward to a lot of things and I just realized something about myself. December is not my only faveortie month. Actually I really, really love the last few months of the year because that also builds up the xmas spirit.
But I am looking forward to the state fair and Halloween, both in October, Thanksgiving even though I hate turkey and xmas shopping. I love shopping for other people even though it is hard to do because me and my sister we don't see our parents sides of the family a lot and so we don't know what the kids in our family like.
But with girls it is always bath and body wash and with boys mostly something that has to do with trucks.
And then there is us. We buy our own gifts now and I guess it seems weird but our parents told us to just do it because we are older and we know what we want. And yeah but they do get us things and we get them things.
I like getting people things they can use and something they need. It is easy some times to shop for my dad and mom because dad will need new shoes, a coat, a new wallet or whatever.
And mom she will tell us what she wants sometimes. At one point she wanted new PJs so we got her those.
I so badly would like to get a new job and more hours to have a great last few months this year to do everything I always wanted to do! I have missed the state fair like three years in a row because I was jobless. Well I have a job now and I am not going to miss it because giving me weekdays is like taboo.
But anyways yeah I feel so all warm and fuzzy inside right now and I am even in the mood to work on my stories! I have given up trying to post them on writing websites because when I do, well lets face it if you were writing for yourself then you wouldn't need to post it on a website.
And so when I post my writing on a website I do expect feedback and I do expect people to read it. And thus I find myself not updating because people aren't reading.
So yeah I have decided to just stay away from writing sites, mostly Mibba because there are people I do not get along with and now that Mibba has finally changed their layout and features, we can't delete journal comments and I go like crazy when people I don't like comment. So I feel like I am not mature enough either to be there because I feel like oh it's my journal so I need to be the one to have the last word.
So yeah.
ALSO! Now this really tickles me. So I have AVG for my virus protection but the trail ended so I need to buy the product and this will be the first time I ever brought something like this. But I really do like their product. I like going on Google and seeing the green stars besides websites which means the site is safe and if it wasn't it would have two explanation marks.
ALSO! I use to do this years ago on the computer in the dining room. I would make powerpoints all the time and so I would love to do that again but I can't download it I have to buy it. Power point 2003 is what I always used at school and I know that like the back of my hand! So I feel like that will also motivate me to continue my stories.
But I am looking forward to the state fair and Halloween, both in October, Thanksgiving even though I hate turkey and xmas shopping. I love shopping for other people even though it is hard to do because me and my sister we don't see our parents sides of the family a lot and so we don't know what the kids in our family like.
But with girls it is always bath and body wash and with boys mostly something that has to do with trucks.
And then there is us. We buy our own gifts now and I guess it seems weird but our parents told us to just do it because we are older and we know what we want. And yeah but they do get us things and we get them things.
I like getting people things they can use and something they need. It is easy some times to shop for my dad and mom because dad will need new shoes, a coat, a new wallet or whatever.
And mom she will tell us what she wants sometimes. At one point she wanted new PJs so we got her those.
I so badly would like to get a new job and more hours to have a great last few months this year to do everything I always wanted to do! I have missed the state fair like three years in a row because I was jobless. Well I have a job now and I am not going to miss it because giving me weekdays is like taboo.
But anyways yeah I feel so all warm and fuzzy inside right now and I am even in the mood to work on my stories! I have given up trying to post them on writing websites because when I do, well lets face it if you were writing for yourself then you wouldn't need to post it on a website.
And so when I post my writing on a website I do expect feedback and I do expect people to read it. And thus I find myself not updating because people aren't reading.
So yeah I have decided to just stay away from writing sites, mostly Mibba because there are people I do not get along with and now that Mibba has finally changed their layout and features, we can't delete journal comments and I go like crazy when people I don't like comment. So I feel like I am not mature enough either to be there because I feel like oh it's my journal so I need to be the one to have the last word.
So yeah.
ALSO! Now this really tickles me. So I have AVG for my virus protection but the trail ended so I need to buy the product and this will be the first time I ever brought something like this. But I really do like their product. I like going on Google and seeing the green stars besides websites which means the site is safe and if it wasn't it would have two explanation marks.
ALSO! I use to do this years ago on the computer in the dining room. I would make powerpoints all the time and so I would love to do that again but I can't download it I have to buy it. Power point 2003 is what I always used at school and I know that like the back of my hand! So I feel like that will also motivate me to continue my stories.
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