May 6, 2012 9:33 PM
[Bad. Things]
Do you really believe this story will have a happy ending?
I can't go back there. Why is this happening? I hate this. It's hopeless now.
Do you think everything will be okay in the end?
I'm so tired of this.When do I get happiness? When will this be over?
Why can't I believe you?
Tell me you Need me.
Tell me you love me.
Remind me why it's worth it to fight.
To fight the demons in my head.
I cannot breath.
I cannot think.
Hate
Love
This isn't my home.
Despair
Faith
This isn't me.
Hope
Fear
Courage
Doubt
Trust
Betrayal
Loyalty
What happened to the me I recognize?
Why can't I find the answer?
What if I'm making the wrong choice?
What if I'm not good enough for them?
What if I'm not good enough for me?
There isn't always a purpose
a reason.
Sometimes bad things just happen
no matter how much you wish or pray.
"Stand up," they say
"Bad things make you stronger."
NO ROOM FOR WEAKNESS.
but what about when they don't?
What about when they just break you?
Even though you know they love you
" I love you." " I love you."
"I love you <3"
sometimes you are to scared to accept that love.
How can others love you?
When you can't find one good thing about yourself?
When do you stop looking for miracles
for Salvation?
When is your heart so broken
that if can never be fixed again?
HOW MUCH CAN A HUMAN HEART TAKE?
How many more bad things will happen
before the final straw?
How strong do you have to be
before the bad things don't hurt?
Before you can look at yourself in the mirror?
"Stand up," they say
"Things will get better."
But how long do you have to wait?
I want bad things to go away.
I want to be happy.
Sometimes bad things just happen.
Sometimes everything you wanted is taken from you.
Sometimes all your hopes are crushed.
Sometimes you just lose.
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Injection
| May 6, 2012 9:33 PM |
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